Dream - Dave and Chuck

I woke up about half and hour ago, it's 4:30am, I wanted to record my dream...

For some reason I had given Chuck a ride home (in the dream he lived with his mom). I was going to spend the night because it was a long drive. His mom wanted him to sleep in the guest room and wanted me to sleep in his room because I would be closer to the phone, and she was leaving early in the morning but expecting a phone call around 10:30am and asked if I would answer it for her because she knew Chuck wouldn't answer the phone. So I went in to go to bed and noticed the bed was unmade...I thought that was weird because Chuck has always been anal about keeping his bed made.

I tried to fall asleep but I wasn't tired and I was hungry, so I went to the kitchen to find something to eat. I couldn't find anything, so I went into the living room and saw Dave laying on the floor. I was so happy to see him! He was still very sick (note: after Dave died by suicide, I had a dream that he was still alive but very ill, and he had faked his own death. I've dreamt of him a few times since then, always a continuation of that one). I asked him when he moved back home and he said something about losing his apartment. This is when I realized that Dave and Chuck had the same mother (not unusual, their moms are a lot alike). I made a mental note to ask Chuck what Dave had been like growing up, because Dave never told me much about his childhood.

I knelt down and hugged Dave and gave him a kiss, and then he gave me this belt...in the dream I thought it was really cool, it was actually kind of weird. It was black leather, very large and kind of shaped like a wrestler's belt, and it had a skull in the middle and feathers and dream catchers hanging down from it. I put it on and sat down by Dave. The Dave and Chuck's sisters and brothers came in (not their siblings from real life) and I was talking to them and commenting on how tall they'd gotten since I last saw them.

Next, Dr. Proctor (my psychiatrist) walked in and I realized that he was married to Dave and Chuck's mom. He was actually nice and smiling in the dream (in real life I am trying to switch to a new doctor). Then he hears a car honking so he went outside to see who it was. It turned out to be my mom and my sister. My mom was crying, she said someone named Gary had died. I didn't know who she was talking about, and she said "you know, Gary Ho, Gary Priellip". (My mother's maiden name is Hoag, her grandmother was a Priellip) I still didn't know who she was talking about, but she said I had to come with her. So I went in to get my things, and she came in. She started picking on one of Dave and Chuck's sisters, and their mom screamed at my mom about how she didn't know how to treat kids. (I loved it) Dr. Proctor looked at me, he looked worried, like he didn't want me to leave with her. I went over to Dave to say goodbye but he was completely covered with a blanket, pretending to sleep (I don't know how I knew he was pretending) and I realized he didn't love me anymore. I turned to talk to someone, and then I woke up.

Maybe I'll try to analyze this a bit some other time, mostly I just wanted to get it written down so I wouldn't forget it...but I need to try and get some more sleep as I have to get up at 9am.